My mother told me at the end of abuse how all I have to do is record and once I am saved, I will be capable to finally save her - wanted confirmation from me

 This would be truth, however, if she would treat me her entire life like this. And if I would want to place on internet all abuse two parents performed since my return from Poland, I would need another two years. Otherwise everything would be okay just that it was my entire life(at times far far worse) that life was like this...she knew nothing - saw nothing, heard nothing and addressed me all along as insane. 

I would give anything for my mother, but one was gone long ago - I was replaced by niece and her husband in 2003 as she explained me under MK Ultra. They no longer wanted to have anything to do with me other than to see me dead since 1997. Thats what "MK Ultra"(money) does..health, family, and death through hell...life basically ended two years after my departure to America - the land of brave and free.