Why I know was the first one on whom growth and retardation injections were tested on !!????

Because I have seen SOME children who became part of the experiment DIE(fall apart) before my eyes https://ausertimes.blogspot.com/2023/09/what-i-rated-started-at-my-age-112.html

Some privileged children(NOT ALL) from Slovenia and children from other republics were OFFERED to test(girls were terrified) growth hormone injections for the first time at my 3.5 years of age. Kids on general DECLINED SUCH STUFF TILL MY AGE 5 when more and more male kids decided would pursue their basketball player dreams.

There were two scumbags who claimed during MK Ultra vehemently I wasn't the first one, but I was with observing some children as stated fall apart infront of me. Their bones collapsed and probably died shortly of bone cancer. Those kids didn't last longer than two years and if they would, horror for them and their parents became unimaginable. I watched this before my eyes. Some were gone even within 6 months.

MY PERSONAL AND BEST QUOTE EVER:

THE WORST THING IS NOT TO BE ALONE OR FACE IT ALONE...THE WORST THING IS ONE HAS TO WASTE LIFE TO REALIZE HE INDEED WAS ALONE. AND ONCE YOU REALIZE YOU WERE AND ARE ALL ALONE, YOU NEVER AGAIN ARE ALONE BECAUSE YOU FINALLY HAVE YOURSELF.

I LOVE IT ALL ALONE...

THERE WAS A LOTS OF FUCKLETS ENTERED IN MY LIFE AND MADE THINGS HARD, BUT IT ALL MADE SENSE TO ME.

ONLY REGRET I WILL EVER HAVE WAS IT TOOK ME TOO LONG TO COMPREHEND(ACKNOWLEDGE IN MY HEART) WHAT SWINES YOU WERE AND ARE...

THAT I WILL REGRET, BUT THEN AGAIN I DIDN'T DECIDE ABOUT IT...THE HATRED OF THIS BRITISH ROYALS IS WHAT GOT ME THE MOST BECAUSE THE BIGGEST THE SACRIFICE THE HARDER IS FOR ONE TO ACCEPT HE/SHE WAS/IS ABUSED....I LEARNED THAT PART TOO AND IT TOOK ME SEVERAL YEARS, BUT I LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT. ACKNOWLEDGED AND ACCEPTED AS SUCH. I WAS LUCKY BECAUSE SOME ARE NOT CAPABLE TO DO AS STATED AND DIE AWAY IN AGONY/PAIN LIKE DOGS EVEN ALL ALONE !!!!

AND EVERYTHING THATS BAD FOR SOMETHING ALSO HAVE BENEFITS AS IN MY CASE, NONE OF THESE PEOPLE WILL EVER COME ANYWHERE EVEN CLOSE TO ME. IT COSTED ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF TIME, MONEY, EVEN HEALTH NOT TO MENTION PSYCHIATRIC AND OTHER DEATH THREAT I FACED WITH ONCE I BEGUN TO CONFRONT ISSUE BUT IT WAS WORTH.