Why I see myself today far more black than white

Its because these people ruined me no less than 25 years of life and even attempted to pose infront of me as saviors - waving money(LIES) at me and to Eastern Europe which somehow doesn't understand that in their eyes we are nothing more than Africans alone...its what they do on their trips to Africa no !!??? They pose with nice clothing smiling while waving money(donations) infront of poverty they first created...its a monkey their money and THEIR justice systems they created !!! A scorn/derision for human life is what it is !!!
White ohh yeah...white and whiteouted. Was done before many many times already. I don't see from what I see is happening - why not in Eastern Europe as well. White per convenience and black when no longer needed.

Myself and 

• Jeff Bezos, Amazon – $114 billion(down 70 billions after divorce).
• Bill Gates, Microsoft – $106 billion(had money before my case already, but did profited through one tremendously).
• Mark Zuckerberg, Facebook – $69.6 billion.
• Larry Ellison, software – $65 billion.
• Larry Page, Google – $55.5 billion.
• Sergey Brin, Google – $53.5 billion.
• Jim Walton, Walmart – $51.6 billion
  11. Alice Walton, Walmart – $51.4 billion
  12. Rob Walton, Walmart – $51.3 billion
  13. Charles Koch, Koch Industries – $41 billion
  14. Julia Koch & family, Koch Industries – $41 billion
  15. MacKenzie Bezos, Amazon – $36.1 billion
• etc...

this is what you call disparity. A note on real value per who/what we are worth to whom in this world.