my not killing own mother.
While I am not blaming Gypsy Rose Blanchard for violent brainwash I received in this BY SLOVENIAN POLICE BARRICADED house where they hosted special guests from abroad on occasions(after weeks and at times even two months long tours to Americas/eastern Europe, Western Europe and Asia would take place, they would seat me infront of computer and begun to massage my brain with whatever issues they touched on field - at times they made stop at this house if tours were too long to summarize torture in desired spiral on what tours would continue and then final wrapping of events in desired direction would begun to untwist - brainwash was then repeated and at times even updated for years and in some cases even for over two decades whenever seating me infront of laptops), but people who projected their mentally ill visions in me with idea to make me look mentally ill in real world were indeed poorer than poor - British royals and Germans as an example suffered from mental illness related to Munchausen by proxy syndrome by far more than my father and/or mother. Wait I tell you story about half German half Romanian girl who served in German military as a gunner and with whom I have somehow fallen in love when delivered in 2013 from psychiatric hospital Ljubljana Polje to Germany where told how I 
have no place to go any more and I finally belong to Germany....it scared the shit out of Germans who engaged at the heavy torture at the time when I told them I no longer want to be delivered to Germany in 2013 and have demanded immediate transfer to France and/or back home to psychiatric hospital(when they heard I wanted to go back into psychitric hospital, Germans politicians blushed in disbelief)...so I wouldn't talk about Munchausen by proxy syndrome related to me in absolutely any way and despite all. I figured out some people are like shit seating on the bottom of the toilet. And if they cause you a lots of problems, you pull the water which will rinse them and have them seat at some place before a total disposal for good - under no circumstances, have I seen myself psychiatrist Peter Kapš's confessions/professions in any way. He was hired to murder me and have worked his entire life to get me killed with his selected crew. Mother and father and the rest of the family sure were deadliest tools in Kapš's hands, but that doesn't make it up for my turning myself into animal to justify suffering done to me on my parents...in either case, I would be on the loosing end AND YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I CARED AND CARE FOR CRIMINALLY INSANE FATHER DESPITE EVERYTHING ONE HAVE CAUSED ME. Munchausen was a German which I am not. I am not proud about being born in Slovenia which contrary to other nations have demonstrated world that people here get murdered/wasted based on needs, but I am not German or Italian or whatever either. Pollack or Czech even less. I am a product of the intercontinental human bestiality that London managed to create, but still I am human and one day even if not knowing where my place is within nations, I will find my final place. that day isn't far and there is no one that can do anything about it. REMEMBER - SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SHIT...AFTER PULLING WATER, I NEVER EVER WONDERED WHERE ONE TRAVELED - HAVE YOU !!????
have no place to go any more and I finally belong to Germany....it scared the shit out of Germans who engaged at the heavy torture at the time when I told them I no longer want to be delivered to Germany in 2013 and have demanded immediate transfer to France and/or back home to psychiatric hospital(when they heard I wanted to go back into psychitric hospital, Germans politicians blushed in disbelief)...so I wouldn't talk about Munchausen by proxy syndrome related to me in absolutely any way and despite all. I figured out some people are like shit seating on the bottom of the toilet. And if they cause you a lots of problems, you pull the water which will rinse them and have them seat at some place before a total disposal for good - under no circumstances, have I seen myself psychiatrist Peter Kapš's confessions/professions in any way. He was hired to murder me and have worked his entire life to get me killed with his selected crew. Mother and father and the rest of the family sure were deadliest tools in Kapš's hands, but that doesn't make it up for my turning myself into animal to justify suffering done to me on my parents...in either case, I would be on the loosing end AND YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I CARED AND CARE FOR CRIMINALLY INSANE FATHER DESPITE EVERYTHING ONE HAVE CAUSED ME. Munchausen was a German which I am not. I am not proud about being born in Slovenia which contrary to other nations have demonstrated world that people here get murdered/wasted based on needs, but I am not German or Italian or whatever either. Pollack or Czech even less. I am a product of the intercontinental human bestiality that London managed to create, but still I am human and one day even if not knowing where my place is within nations, I will find my final place. that day isn't far and there is no one that can do anything about it. REMEMBER - SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SHIT...AFTER PULLING WATER, I NEVER EVER WONDERED WHERE ONE TRAVELED - HAVE YOU !!????
Water in my case is simply laying out on a bright day light everything I kept silent about over the course of 5 decades and what my mother already figured out will as final outcome in her case only be once - never again. She knows that when taken handcuffed under circumstances such as are mine(family member involved in human bestiality against another family member for 52 years), you sure won't find way back to me - hardly to any light. It doesn't happen every day, but it did lasted a bit over half a century. Mind games/mental games never were sport for me. Always was too serious in life. Those grew out of reach for bad boy Kapš who with the rest of the crew is anxiously waiting for police cars to pick them up. Kapš knows he is due.
My mother tormented me for 50+ years and turned me into mental patient more times than what I can count - it was extremely hard each time to just walk away from it eat myself while boiling in anger for 5 decades, but I made it. It different when you are in the jail for what you know you well deserved it(that a luxury, I never had in life). She had under her terms a very good - high quality great productive life indeed. I had none for regrets I can't afford at age 52 :))))
I NEVER EVER WAS A HUMAN BEING IN HER EYES AND THATS OKAY. SHE STICKED TO HER SCENARIO - I DECIDED TOILET HANDLE.
MURDEROUS HUMAN SWINES WHOM LONDON AND WHITE HOUSE SELECTED FOR JOB BEHAVED LIKE ANIMAL CIRCUS HANDLERS. ITS NOT THEY HAD ANY QUALITIES WHICH WOULD SEPARATE THEM FROM CROWD, BUT THE SPECIAL ABILITY TO SEE ANIMALS IN THE HUMAN BEINGS. DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THIS SCREEN SHOT....QUEEN ELISABETH WAS JUST AS DRAMATIC DURING HUMAN BESTIALITY KNOWN AS MK ULTRA INFRONT OF HER FURNACE. THEY POSED ON MILLION OCCASIONS WITH PAPERS INFRONT OF ME AND FILES WHILE SOME CLAIMED ME HAD BOOKS ABOUT ME READY. HITLER AS YOU KNOW, USED FURNACE FOR TOTALLY OTHER PURPOSES NOT THAT THESE GUYS DEFER FROM ONE IN ANY WAY. A TIME AND DATE :))))
Gypsy Rose Blanchard, Set to Be Freed From Prison, Regrets Murdering Mother: 'She Didn’t Deserve That' (Exclusive)
Janine Rubenstein
Wed, December 27, 2023 at 6:01 PM GMT+1·7 min read
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Set for early release from prison on Dec. 28, the famed victim of Munchausen by proxy opens up to PEOPLE in a new interview
Investigation DiscoveryGypsy Rose Blanchard
Gypsy Rose Blanchard has spent eight years in prison, at times playing back the events of June 2015 in her mind over and over again.
Now 32, and set to walk free on Thursday, Dec. 28, she clearly recalls when she and then boyfriend Nicholas "Nick" Godejohn conspired to kill her mom Dee Dee, who for years had subjected Gypsy to painful medical procedures she never needed. It was argued in court and is widely believed that Gypsy was a victim of Munchausen by proxy, a rare form of abuse in which a guardian exaggerates or induces illness in a child for attention and sympathy.
At the time of Dee Dee's murder, Gypsy claims she was being mentally and physically abused and forced into yet another unnecessary surgery. Now she tells PEOPLE, "I was desperate to get out of that situation." According to Gypsy, that desperation led her to ask Godejohn to kill her mother, which he did while she waited in the bathroom of the Springfield, Mo., home she shared with Dee Dee.
Related: Where Is Gypsy Rose Blanchard Now? Revisiting Her Munchausen by Proxy Case Ahead of Her Prison Release
It's a crime that captured the world's attention, with popular Hollywood reenactments like HBO's 2017 film Mommy Dead and Dearest and more recently Hulu's 2019 series The Act. But now, as she prepares to tell her own story in Lifetime's gripping new docuseries The Prison Confessions of Gypsy Rose Blanchard, premiering Jan. 5, she's opening up to PEOPLE exclusively for an upcoming cover story about the deep remorse and sense of forgiveness she now feels,
Courtesy Blanchard FamilyGypsy Rose and Dee Dee Blanchard
"If I had another chance to redo everything, I don't know if I would go back to when I was a child and tell my aunts and uncles that I'm not sick and mommy makes me sick," says Gypsy, "or, if I would travel back to just the point of that conversation with Nick and tell him, 'You know what, I'm going to go tell the police everything.' I kind of struggle with that."
But, she adds, "Nobody will ever hear me say I'm glad she's dead or I'm proud of what I did. I regret it every single day."
By the time Gypsy was 7, Dee Dee had falsely claimed her daughter suffered from numerous illnesses. One of those was muscular dystrophy, which Dee Dee said required Gypsy to use a wheelchair, even though the girl was able to walk without issue. Next came painful and unnecessary feeding tubes and a claim that Gypsy had Leukemia, for which Dee Dee shaved Gypsy's head. Dee Dee fooled friends and family into believing the ailments were real, and tricked doctors into diagnosing and treating them.
Gypsy herself spent years in the dark. "Obviously I knew that I could walk and didn't need a feeding tube, but everything else was a really big confusion for me," she says, citing her epilepsy diagnosis: "Whenever I'd question it my mother would say I'd had a seizure the night before and didn't remember. There was always an excuse."
HBOGypsy Rose Blanchard
Speaking up about Dee Dee's wild claims was something Gypsy said she learned not to do. "I would voice concerns, being like, 'I really don't feel like I need this,' and she would get really, really upset with me and start manipulating me," says Gypsy. In the early years, to get Gypsy to comply, "she'd say 'If you do well at the hospital then we're going to Toys 'R' Us to buy a new Barbie.'"
Making things worse, "I was very sheltered" explains Gypsy, who was never enrolled in school and was largely kept from having a relationship with her father Rod, stepmother Christie and her half siblings. "I was limited in what I could watch and the exposure I had to other kids. What I knew of the outside world was only in Disney movies and those don't talk about warning signs of bad parents."
But as a teen and young adult, she rebelled and things between her and her mother turned violent. "I tried my best to be respectful but sometimes it was hard. She'd call me things like b---h, wh--e, sl-t." On top of verbal abuse, Gypsy claims Dee Dee began "hitting, punching, slapping" her to get her way. "It was very similar to a domestic violence type of relationship," she says. "As long as you're complacent everything's fine. Put your foot down, then it's bad."
Gypsy Rose and Dee Dee Blanchard
Her decision to have Dee Dee killed came after she'd tried to run away ahead of yet another needless procedure, this time on her larynx. "I just wasn't having it," says Gypsy, who claims she fled her home, only to be tracked down within hours. "She found me, brought me back and put in place paperwork saying I was incompetent and she had power of attorney over me."
At that point, Gypsy felt there was nowhere left to turn. "I was trying really hard to figure out another way," she says. "That's when there was a conversation between me and my co-defendant Nick," who she'd met on an online dating site. "He said 'I would do anything to protect you.' I said, 'Anything?' He said 'Yes.'"
OxygenNick Godejohn in the Oxygen special 'Gypsy Rose & Nick: A Love to Kill For'.
Godejohn received a life sentence for carrying out the deadly attack. According to recent reports, he's said that he'd do it again if it meant saving Gypsy. But Gypsy, after years of reflection, self-work and therapy, says, "She didn't deserve that," adding, "She was a sick woman and unfortunately I wasn't educated enough to see that. She deserved to be where I am, sitting in prison doing time for criminal behavior."
Related: Gypsy Rose Blanchard Recounts 'Relentless Child Abuse' in New Docuseries: 'I Am Unapologetically Myself'
In September, it was confirmed that Gypsy was granted parole, two years before the expiration of her 10-year sentence for second-degree murder. As she braces herself for the glaring spotlight and scrutiny to come, she's looking forward to reuniting with her dad and stepmom, who've stuck by her side.
Courtesy Gypsy Rose and Ryan AndersonRyan Anderson and Gypsy Rose Blanchard on their wedding day
Also, she's eager to join husband Ryan Anderson, 37, a Louisiana teacher she married behind bars last year. "We're in love," she says. He along with her family, former doctors and many others will share their views on her complicated story in the upcoming Lifetime docuseries.
Courtesy Lifetime NetworkThe Prison Confessions of Gypsy Rose Blanchard
She hopes hers will be a cautionary tale. "I want to make sure that people in abusive relationships do not resort to murder," she says. "It may seem like every avenue is closed off but there is always another way. Do anything, but don't take this course of action."
As her freedom approaches, she shares, "I'm on the eve of happiness" — even if she's still coming to grips with her past.
"It's a journey. I'm still really trying to come to a place of forgiveness for her, for myself and the situation," she says. "I still love my mom. And I'm starting to understand that it was something that was maybe out of her control, like an addict with an impulse. That helps me with coping and accepting what happened."
If you suspect child abuse, call the Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline at 1-800-4-A-Child or 1-800-422-4453, or go to www.childhelp.org. All calls are toll-free and confidential. The hotline is available 24/7 in more than 170 languages.
The Prison Confessions of Gypsy Rose Blanchard, a six-hour special offering unprecedented access to the most popular victim of Munchausen by Proxy, premieres Jan. 5 on Lifetime at 8 p.m. ET/PT.
DEDICATED TO UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BECAUSE LIES FELT AND STILL FEEL BETTER THAN TRUTH: 2 of 2 Arnold Schwarzenegger and his Austrian birth town Thal's involvement in so called MK Ultra
THEY DID UGLY STUFF, TO KEEP ME AWAY AS FAR AS POSSIBLE EVEN MAP WISE...
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SCHWARZENEGGER WENT AHEAD IN 2000 TO INSIST ME HAVE FOUND WIFE FOR ME IN
JUDENDORF WITH IDEA TO SAVE ME - THE ONLY THING TO WORRY ABOUT ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER CLAIMED ME INFRONT OF AUSTRIAN GERMAN BEAUTY AND HER PARENTS/FAMILY WAS THAT IT WILL BE WRITTEN IN MATRIMONIAL CERTIFICATE THAT SHE WAS IS FROM JUDENDORF :))))))))
JUDENDORF WITH IDEA TO SAVE ME - THE ONLY THING TO WORRY ABOUT ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER CLAIMED ME INFRONT OF AUSTRIAN GERMAN BEAUTY AND HER PARENTS/FAMILY WAS THAT IT WILL BE WRITTEN IN MATRIMONIAL CERTIFICATE THAT SHE WAS IS FROM JUDENDORF :))))))))
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ASK HIM WHAT THE HARDEST THING FOR HIM WAS AND IS TO HANDLE...
IN LIES WE LIVE IN, ITS HARD TO KNOW WHAT TRUTH WHAT LIE IS ANY LONGER :)))))
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