I was extremely special to them - precious/dear indeed, but during course of MK ultra through which my health was decimated

 I lost 48 years of life. Real value of my life that "special/dear etc." presented in eyes of elites was the one of worm/ant at most https://ausertimes.blogspot.com/2023/07/mk-ultra-july-26th-2023-ghost-worker_27.html 

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