Got another three hours of sleep on what I barely got up(pick myself up on feet) with spasms in fit which reminded me of thesis under MK Ultra how muscles can tear apart

 and I could die. Hear some machines outside for which I was told will remind me of "die" - farmer next door involved in MK Ultra, so its not a secret about what goes on with Mr. Aleško Hojs, Slovenian police and others from ministry for interior. I was told case will be with me.

Its different than in Poland where Pollack from Canada whose friend was even Canadian PM(and royals), have used on me as roommate weapon which made veins twist all over legs - extremely painful procedure, but this is just as Ursula von der Leyen stated me will be -  unbearable.